are you just an illusion?

hey dolls.
today,was good i guess.went to fer's hse to do my f&n.my com's bugged!!sigh.anyway,her dog jewel is megacute!!she loves me,i swear!she keeps comming to me when i sit on the floor.she's the ultimate cute-ness la.but not cuter den my baby gratch n my fluff coffee.

anyway,joyceh n i got our stuff done den printed.we went to lot one to grab a bite..fer n i kept having brain frezes!!cus we had the sudden craving to drink bubble tea!!which i haven't drunk in a LONG time.heh.yeah then headed back to fer's hse,cus they had trng at 5..went to joyceh's hse jus down the road n here i am!blogging!hehe.she's coming to stay over at my hse!!whee. x)

hmmm,tmr's the big beach party n clubbing!!!!!WHEEE!!!cant wait.hmm,wat am i gonna WEAR???heh.i'll figure that out in my dreams.talking abt dreams,lim-singh said she dreamt of my mom finding out abt me..you know you know[my label] and she was banned from seeing me.or she jus didn't see me.i cant rmb how she said it..hahhas.it was funny.

anyway,im going hme with joyce now..might go for a run again..we'll see how.okie dokie.
take care doll!loves.

"stil,you'll never know wat goes on inside this heart of mine."

"Til I Get Over You"-michelle branch

Everytime I feel alone
I can blame it on you
And I do, oh

You got me like a loaded gun
Golden sun and sky so blue
We both know that we want it
But we both know you left me no choice

[Chorus:]
(Chaque fois que tu t'en vas)
You just bring me down
(Je pr©tends que tout va bien)
So I'm counting the tears 'til I get over you

Sometimes I watch the world go by
I wonder what it's like
To wake up every single day
Smile on your face
You never tried
We both know we can't change it
But we both know we'll just have to face it

[Chorus]

If only I could give you up
But would I want to let you off of this soapbox baby?
We both know that we want it
But we both know you left me no choice

[Chorus]

We both know that I'm not over you
I'm not over you